After being to the doctors I totally changed my diet. I started to eat Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner. I tried to eat little snacks and drank loads of fluids. At this point when I was doing all of this I had to get a job. So I applied for an Insurance company. They were looking for many people so I went and applied for a position there. I received a telephone interview and then got through to the interview stage. So at this point I was trying to stay as positive as I could, as I really needed to start my life and plan for things in the future. During this period I was still having seizures, many stresses were arising and I couldn’t control anything it seemed but I still had to try and carry on.  I received a date and time for a job interview, so I was trying to focus everything on that.

 

On the day of the interview I wasn’t feeling great but not bad I was average. I dressed smartly and tried to make myself look as presentable as I could. My partner at that point dropped me off to my interview. I remember walking into this building and getting scared. I was soo nervous and anxious as I was panicking about what questions they would ask and what I should say back. I remember sitting in reception and just waiting for my name to be called to have my interview. I had never had a proper interview before so this is the reason why I was probably more worried. I then remember getting called up to the meeting rooms. I was amazed by how many people were in there, all of the staff walking around all looking very smart and intelligent people. I then got taken to the office upstairs. I was sitting there again waiting for my name to be called. I had to keep on taking deep breaths and try to calm myself down. I kept on trying to think positive about the outcome although my hands were shaking too much and I didn’t know what to do.

 

My name then got called. And after this the scary thing is all I can remember is walking into the office where I had my interview. This may sound silly but I do not remember anything in the interview from who I was interviewed by.. to what questions I had been asked. It was all a blur. Even now I get scared and petrified at the thought of this. I don’t see how this could have happened? And I really didn’t and still don’t like the thought of this. It makes my whole body shiver thinking about this. Then all I remember is going to reception to meet my partner who was picking me up from this company and taking me home.
One question I always think to myself is why and what happened during that time I cannot remember anything?

 

Has this ever happened to anyone?